Moderately well, I think. I thought. I really don’t know anymore.
Lately something has been pulling me toward it. Strongly. Fiercely.
But I feel like I’m chasing something that I just can’t catch. Maybe it’s the complete lack of feedback. Maybe that’s because I can’t do what I thought I could do. I listen to my favorites and I feel like I want to do what they do. But then I spend my day finishing my dissertation prospectus and I can’t say I’m excited and that’s frustrating as hell.
What is it?